September 17, 2007

I am at BYU now, and it is completely different then NPA let alone Humboldt County. I am in my third week of classes, and I don't think I could love it any more. Despite this is college and high key, I feel like a weight of stress and pressure has been released. Theres no more expectations to fill but my own. Of course I realize that underneath everything there are from many people, but I hear it or see it, its nice that way. My actions are finally for myself now no one else, I choose what to do, what assignment to fulfill. But no worries, i am still trying in all my power to do my best in all my classes, not just one or the other, but all of them. This picture was taken right before the Education class during orientation. I came out of this room different then when I had walked in. So many things seemed so clear and meaningfull. I can't remember the last time I have felt so much excitement or determination in regards to my schooling and life. But with all this to say, there are still some let backs...Utah. I still can't believe that i am going to chool in Utah not to mention the plants here on campus. But this is for another entry for another time.

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